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what i told you before, it was a lie . . .

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Posted on October 28, 2004 - Filed Under dreams

it was a party of some sort but not a happy party. i was drinking because i was upset. at least at one point i was. i was drinking whiskey and beer and then i think jake showed up or someone that i was offereing sake to. people were singing and there was a live band made up of people at the party. they weren’t totally terrible. then we were watching movies made by mike and sabie and those guys. i was in some of them. they kept saying well we made this while really drunk. there was one of dillon pulling an overloaded pack along a fallen tree. everything was shot in a way that was all jumpy like a music video. then i was riding along through the U campus over by the psychology buildings and early learning, the park area i used to walk by on my way in to work but we were still watching videos and sabie said to watch this one guys eyes. they were really blue and then they grey and became white and we saw scenes in them. then we were not watching the video and i was moving around the park in a swing that instead of being attached to a bar at the top had a small parachute that i could make catch the wind and sabie said hi to someone in french. i said, sabie, i didn’t know you spoke french and he said, a little. then we were kind of bounce soaring by a corner and i wanted to say hello to a pretty girl but no one could understand me cuz i wasn’t speaking french. except a little girl said “hi, ok.” and i said hi to her and she seemed so sweet i wanted to give her my semi-magical swing but sabie said not to. everyone had ballons and i noticed that my swing now was attached to ballons and not a parachute. a little girl was crying and i cut off one of the balloons and gave it to her as we went by. then there is a kind of fuzzy period were i don’t remember who i was with but i think we had stolen something in the park. or maybe i changed characters or something. but then there was this guy that was in charge and he was “taking me in” and another one of my friends who he had just found. i was acting all crazy and drunk and in the dream, i thought i was. but then on the way down to where they were taking us i winked at the other guy (not in charge guy) and said that i was faking it and i was going to try to get out soon. i think i asked if it was good enough. then at the bottom, we were split into two groups and loaded into elevators. my elevator went down and i was still acting crazy, asking the guard if he was trying to kills us at every turn. being overly paranoid and confused. then they led us to a room that had rows of dressing rooms and in each one was a radiation suit. we all started to put them on but i knew somehow that soon a doctor was going to tell the young people like myself, there against their will and drugged, that we didn’t need them. it was due to something that had happened to us as little kids or something.

anyway, that’s about when i woke up.

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